From the Sayings
of the Desert Fathers
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Abba Ammonas was asked, 'What is the "narrow and hard way?" (mt.
7.14) He
replied, 'The "narrow and hard way" is this, to control your
thoughts, and to
strip yourself of your own will, for the sake of God. THis is also the
meaning
of the sentence, "Lo, we have left everything and followed you."
(Mt. 19.27)
It was said of him that he had a hollow in his chest channelled out by
the
tears which fell from his eyes all his life while he sat at his
manual
work. When Abba Poemen learned that he was dead, he said weeping, 'Truly
you
are blessed, Abba Arsenius, for you wept for yourself in this world! He
who
does not weep for himself here below will weep eternally hereafter; so it
is
impossible not to weep, either voluntarily or when compelled
through
suffering.' [i.e. the latter suffering in hell]
It was also said of him (Abba Arsenius) that on Saturday evenings, pre-
paring
for the glory of Sunday, he would turn his back on the sun and stretch out
his
hands in prayer towards the heavens, till once again the sun shone on
his
face. Then he would sit down.
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It was said of Abba Ammoes that when he went to church, he did not allow
his
disciple to walk beside him but onlly at a certain distance; and if the
latter
came to ask him about his thoughts, he would move away from himm as soon as
he
had replied, saying to him, 'It is for fear that, after edifying
words,
irrelevant conversation should slip in, that I do not keep you with me.'
It was said of Abba Ammoes that he had fifty measures of wheat for his use
and
had put them out in the sun, Before they were properly dried off, he
saw
something in that place which seemed to him to be harmful so he said to
his
servants, 'Let us go away from here.' But they were grieved at this.
Seeing
their dismay he said to them, 'Is it because of the loaves that you are
sad?
Truly, I have seen monks fleeing, leaving their white-washed cells and
also
their parchments, and they did not close the doors, but went leaving
them
open.'
Abba Abraham told of a man of Scetis who was a scribe and did not eat
bread.
A brother came to beg him to copy a book. The old man whose spirit was
engaged
in contemplation, wrote, omitting some phrases and with no punctuation.
The
brother, taking the book and wishing to punctuate it, noticed that words
were
missing. So he said to the old man, 'Abba, there are some phrases
missing.'
The old man said to him, 'Go, and practise first that which is written,
then
come back and I will write the rest.' [Scetis=Sheheet]
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There was in the Cells an old man called Apollo. If someone came to find
him
about doing a piece of work, he would set out joyfully, saying, 'I am going
to
work with Christ today, for the salvation of my soul, for that is the
reward
he gives.'
Abba Doulas, the disciple of Abba Bessarion said, 'One day when we
were
walking beside the sea I was thirstty and I said to Abba Bessarion,
"Father, I
am very thirsty." He said a prayer and said to me, "Drink some
of the sea
water." The water proved sweet when I drank some. I even poured some
into a
leather bottle for fear of being thirsty later on. Seeing this, the old
man
asked me why I was taking some. I said to him, "Forgive me, it is for
fear of
being thirsty later on." Then the old man said, "God is
here, God is
everywhere." '
A brother questioned Abba Poemen in this way, 'My thoughts trouble me,
making
me put my sins aside, and concern myself with my brother's faults'. The
old
man told him the following story about Abba Dioscorus (the monk), 'In his
cell
he wept over himself, while his disciple was sitting in another cell. When
the
latter came to see the old man he asked him, "Father, why are you
weeping?" "I
am weeping over my sins," the old man answered him. Then his disciple
said,
"You do not have any sins, Father." The old man replied,
"Truly, my child, if
I were allowed to see my sins, three or four men would not be enough to
weep
for them. "
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This is what Abba Daniel, the Pharanite, said, 'Our Father abba Arsenius
told
us of an inhabitant of Scetis, of notable life and of simple faith;
through
his naivete he was deceived and said, "The bread which we receive is
not
really the body of Christ, but a symbol. Two old men having learnt that he
had
uttered this saying, knowing that he was outstanding in his way of life,
knew
that he had not spoken through malice, but through simplicity. So they came
to
find him and said, "Father, we have heard a proposition contrary to the
faith
on the part of someone who says that the bread which we receivve is not
really
the body of Christ, but a symbol." The old man said, "it is I who
have said
that." Then the old men exhorted him saying, "Do not hold this
position,
Father, but hold one in conformity with that which the catholic Church
has
given us. We believe, for our part, that the bread itself is the body
of
Christ as in the beginning, God formed man in his image, taking the dust
of
the earth, without anyone being able to say that it is not the image of
God,
even though it is not seen to be so; thus it is with teh bread of which
he
said that it is his body; and so we believe that it is really the body
of
Christ." The old man said to them, "As long as I have not been
persuaded by
the thing itself, I shall not be fully convinced." So they said,
"Let us pray
God about this mystery throughout the whole of this week and we believe
that
God will reveal it to us." The old man received this saying with joy
and he
prayed in these words, "Lord, you know that it is not through malice that
I do
not believe and so that I may not err through ignorance, reveal this
mystery
to me, Lord Jesus Christ." The old men returned to their cells and they
also
prayed God, saying, "Lord Jesus Christ, reveal this mystery to the old
man,
that he may believe and not lose his reward." God heard both the
prayers. At
the end of the week they came to church on Sunday and sat all three on
the
same mat, the old man in the middle. Then their eyes were opened and when
the
bread was placed on the holy table, there appeared as it were a little
child
to these three alone. And when the priest put out his hand to break
the
breadd, behold an angel descended from heaven with a sword and poured
the
child's blood into the chalice. When the priest cut the bread into
small
pieces, the angel also cut the child in pieces. When they drew near
to
receive the sacred elements the old man alone received a morsel of
bloody
flesh. Seeing this he was afraid and cried out, "Lord, I believe that
this
bread is your flesh and this chalice your blood." Immediately the flesh
which
he held in his hand became bread, according to the mystery and he took
it,
giving thanks to God. Then the old men said to him, "God knows human
nature
and that man cannot eat raw flesh and that is why he has changed his body
into
bread and his blood into wine, for those who receive it in faith."Then
they
gave thanks to God for the old man, because he had allowed him not to lose
the
reward of his labour. So all three returned with joy to their own
cells.'
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It was said of Abba Helladius that he spent twenty years in the Cells,
without
ever raising his eyes to see the roof of the church.
(Abba Epiphanius) added, 'A man who receives something from another because
of
his poverty or his need has therein his reward, and because he is
ashamed,
when he repays it he does so in secret. But it is the opposite for the
Lord
God; he receives in secret, but he repays in the presence of the angels,
the
archangels and the righteous.'
It was said concerning Abba Agathon that some monks came to find him
having
heard tell of his great discernment. Wanting to see if he would lose
his
temper they said to him 'Aren't you that Agathon who is said to be
a
fornicator and a proud man?' 'Yes, it is very true,' he answered.
They
resumed, 'Arn't you that Agothon who is always talking nonsense?' 'I
am."
Again they said 'Aren't you Agothon the heretic?' But at that he replied 'I
am
not a heretic.' So they asked him, 'Tell us why you accepted everything
we
cast you, but repudiated this last insult.' He replied 'The first
accusations
I take to myself for that is good for my soul. But heresy is separation from
God. Now I have no with to be separated from God.' At this saying they
were
astonished at his discernment and returned, edified.
(Abba Evagrius) said; 'Take away temptations and no one will be saved.'
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An Egyptian brother came to see Abba Zeno in Syria, and accused himself to
the
old man about his temptations. Filled with admiration, Zeno said, '
The
Egyptians hide the virtues they possess and ceaselessly accuse themselves
of
faults they do not have, while the Syrians and Greeks pretend to have
virtues
they do not have, and hide the faults of which they are guilty.'
In a village there was said to be a man who fasted to such a degree that
he
was called 'the Faster'. Abba Zeno had heard of him, and he sent for him.
The
other came gladly. They prayed and sat down. The old man began to work
in
silence. Since he could not succeed in talking to him the Faster began to
get
bored. So he said to the old man 'Pray for me, Abba, for I want to go.'
The
old man said to him. 'Why?' The other replied, 'Because my heart is as if
it
were on fire and I do not know what is the matter with it. For truly,
this
when I was in the village and I fasted until the evening, nothing like
this
happened to me.' The old man said, 'In the village you fed yourself
through
your ears. But goo away and from now on eat at the ninth hour and watever
you
do, do it secretly.' As soon as he had begun to act on this advice, the
Faster
found it difficult to wait until the ninth hour. And those who knew him
said,
'The Faster is possessed by the devil.' So he went to tell this to the old
man
who said to him, 'This way is according to God.'
One day Abba Moses said to brother Zacharias, 'Tell me what I ought to
do?'
At these words the latter threw himself on the ground at the old man's
feet
and said, 'Are you asking me, Father?' The old man said to him 'Believe
me,
Zacharias, my son, I have seen the Holy Spirit descending upon you and
since
then I am constrained to ask you.' Then Zacharias drew his hood off his
head
put it under his feet and trampled on it, saying, 'The man who does not
let
himself be treated thus, cannot become a monk.'
Abba Zeno said, 'If a man wants God to hear his prayer quickly, then before
he
prays for anything else, even his own soul, when he stands and stretches
out
his hands towards God, he must pray with all his heart for his
enemies.
Through this action God will hear everything that he asks.'
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Abba Gerontius of Petra said that many, tempted by the pleasures of the
body,
commit fornication, not in their body but in their spirit, and
while
preserving their bodily virginity, commit prostitution in their soul. 'thus
it
is good, my well-beloved, to do that which is written and for each one
to
guard his own heart with all possible casre.' (prov. 4.23)
One day Abba Arsenius consulted an old Egyptian monk about his own
thoughts
Someone noticed this and said to him, 'Abba Arsenius, how is it that you
with
such a good Latin and Greek education, ask this peasant about your
thoughts?'
He replied, 'I have indeed been taught Latin and Greed, but I do not know
even
the alphabet of this peasant.'
Abba Elias, the minister, said, 'What can sin do where there is
penitence?
And of what use is love where there is pride?'
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(Abba Isaiah) said to those who were making a good beginning by
putting
themselves under the direction of the holy Fathers, 'As with purple dye,
the
first colouring is never lost.' And, 'Just as young shoots are easily
trained
back and bent, so it is with beginners who live in submission.'
(Abba Isaiah) also said that when there was an agape and the brethren
were
eating in the church and talking to one another, the priest of Pelusia re-
primanded them in these words, 'Brethren, be quiet. For I have seen a
brother
eating with you and drinking as many cups as you and his prayer is
ascending
to the presence of God like fire.'
(Abba Isaiah) also said 'When God wishes to take pity on a soul and it
rebels,
not bearing anything and doing its own will, he then allows it to suffer
that
which it does not want, in order that it may seek him again.'
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The old men said to Abba Agothon to Abba Elias, in Egypt, 'He is a good abba.'
The old man answered them, 'In comparison with his own generation, he
is
good.' They said to him, 'And what is he in comparison with the ancients?'
He
gave them this answer, 'I have said to you that in comparison with
his
generation he is good but as to that of the ancients, in Scetis I have seen
a
man who, like Joshua the son of Nun could make the sun stand still in
the
heavens.' At these words they were astounded and gave glory to God.
(Abba Theodore) said 'If you are friendly with someone who happens to
fall
into the temptation of fornication, offer him your hand, if you can,
and
deliver him from it. But if he falls into heresy and you cannot persuade
him
dto turn from it, separate yourself quickly from him, in case, if you
delay,
you too may be dragged down with him into the pit.
A brother came to Abba Theodore and began to converse with him about
things
which he had never yet put into practice. So the old man said to him,
'You
have not yet found a ship nor put your cargo aboard it and before you
have
sailed, you have already arrived at the city. Do the work first; then you
will
have the speed you are making now.'
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Abba Theodore of Pherme said, 'The man who remains standing when he
repents,
has not kept the commandment.'
A brother said to Abba Theodore, 'I wish to fulfil the commandments.' The
old
man told him that Abba Theonas had said to him, 'I want to fill my spirit
with
God.' Taking some flour to the bakery, he had made loaves which he gave to
the
poor who asked him for them; others asked for more, and he gave them
the
baskets, then the cloak he was wearing, and he came back to his cell with
his
loins girded with his cape. Afterwards he took himself to task telling
himself
that he had still not fulfilled the commandment of God.'
The same Abba Theophilus, the archbishop, came to Scetis one day. The
brethren
who were assembled said to Abba Pambo, 'Say something to the Archbishop,
so
that he may be edified.' The old man said to them, 'If he is not edified by
my
silence, he will not be edified by my speech.'
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It was said about (abba Theodore) that, though he was made a deacon at
Scetis
he refused to exercise the office and fled to many places from it. Each
time
the old men brought him back to Scetis, saying, 'Do not leave your
deaconate.'
Abba Theodore said to them, 'Let me pray God that he may tell me for
certain
whether I ought to take my part in the liturgy.' THen he prayed God in
this
manner, 'If it is your will then I should stand in this place, make me
certian
of it.' Then appeared to him a column of fire, reaching from earth to
heaven,
and a voice said to him, 'IF you can become like this pillar, go be a
deacon.'
On hearing this he decided never to accept the office. When he went to
church
the brethren bowed before him saying, 'If you do not wish to be a deacon,
at
least hold the chalice.' But he refused, saying, 'If you do not leave
me
alone, I shall leave this place.' So they left him in peace.
Abba Theodore of Scetis said, 'A thought comes to me which troubles me
and
does not leave me free; but not being able to lead me to act, it simply
stops
me progressing in virtue; but a vigilant man would cut it off and get up
to
pray.'
Abba Theodor said, 'Privation of food mortifies the body of the
monk.'
Anotherold man said, 'Vigils mortify it still more.'
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Amma Theodora said, 'Let us strive to enter by the narrow gate, Just as
the
trees, if they have not stood before the winter's storms cannot bear fruit,
so
it is with us; this present age is a storm and it is only through many
trials
and temptations that we can obtain an inheritance in the kingdom of
heaven.'
The same amma said that a teacher ought to be a stranger to the desire
for
domination, vain-glory, and pride; one should not be able to fool him
by
flattery, nor blind him by gifts, nor conquer him by the stomach,
nor
dominate him by anger; but he should be patient, gentle and humble as
far as possible; he must be tested and without partisanship, full of
concern,
and a lover of souls.
She also said taht neither asceticism, nor vigils nor any kind of
suffering
are able to save, only true humility can do that. There was an anchorite
who
was able to banish the demons; and he asked them, 'What makes you go
away?'
'Is it fasting?' They replied, 'We do not eat or drink.' 'Is it vigils?'
They
replied, 'We do not sleep.' 'Is it separation from the world?' 'We live in
the
deserts.' 'What power sends you away then?' They said, 'Nothing can
overcome
us, but only humility.' 'Do you see how humility is victorious over
the
demons?'
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It was said of Abba John the Dwarf that he withdrew and livead in the
desert
at Scetis with an old man of Thebes. His abba, taking a piece of dry
wood,
planted it and said to him, 'Water it every day with a bottle of water,
until
it bears fruit.' Now the water was so far away that he had to leave in
the
evening and return the following morning. At the end of three years the
wood
came to life and bore fruit. Then the old man took some of the fruit
and
carried it to the church saying to the brethren, 'Take and eat the fruit of
obedience.'
It was said of Abba John the Dwarf, that one day he said to his
elder
brother,'I should like to be free of all care, like the angels, who do
not
work, but ceaselessly offer worship to God.' So he took off hsi cloak and
went
away into the desert. After a week he came back to his brother. When
he
knocked on the door, he heard his brother say, before he opened it 'Who
are
you?' He said, 'I am John, your brother.' But he replied, 'John has become
an
angel, and henceforth he is no longer among men.' Then the other begged
him
saying. 'It is I.' However, his brother did not let him in, but left him
there
in distress until morning. Then, opening the door, he said to him, 'You are
a
man and you must once agian work in order to eat.' Then John made
a
prostration before him, saying, 'Forgive me.'
One day when he was sitting in front of the church, the brethren
were
consulting him about their thoughts. One of the old men who saw it became
a
prey to jealousy and said to him, 'John, your vessel is full of poison.'
Abba
John said to him, 'That is very true, abba; and you have said that when
you
only see the outside, but if you were able to see the inside, too, what
would
you say then?'
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Some brethren came one day to test him to see whether he would let
his
thoughts get dissipated and speak of the things of this world. They said
to
him 'We give thanks to God that this year there has been much rain and
the
palm trees have been able to drink, and their shoots have grown, and
the
brethren have found manual work.' Abba John said to them, 'So it is when
the
Holy Spirit descends into the hearts of men; they are renewed and they
put
forth leaves in the fear of God.'
It was said of him (Abba John the Dwarf) that one day he was weaving rope
for
two baskets, but he made it into one without noticing, until it had
reached
the wall, because his spirit was occupied in contemplation.
Abba John said, 'I am lke a man sitting under a great tree, who sees
wild
beasts and snakes coming against him in great numbers. When he
cannot
withstand them any longer, he runs to climb the tree and is saved. It is
just
the same with me; I sit in my cell and I am aware of evil thoughts
coming
against me, and when I have no more strength against them, I take refuge
in
God by prayer and I am saved from the enemy.'
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Abba Poemen said of Abba John the Dwarf that he had prayed God to take
his
passions away from him so that he might become free from care. He went
and
told an old man this; 'I find myself in peace, without an enemy,' he said.
The
old man said to him, 'Go beseech God to stir up warfare so that you may
regain
the affliction and humility that you used to have, for it is by warefare
that
the soul makes progress.' So he besought God and when warfare came, he
no
longer prayed that it might be taken away, but said, 'Lord, give me
strength
for the fight.'
Abba John said, 'We have put the light burden on one side, that is to
say,
self-accusation, and we have loaded ourselves with a heavy one, that is
to
say, self-justification.'
He also said, 'Humility and the fear of God are above all virtues.'
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Abba John gave this advice, 'Watching means to sit in the cell and be
always
mindful of God. This is what is meant by, "I was on the watch and God
came to
me." (Matt. 25:36)
One of the Fathers said of him, 'Who is this John, who by his humility has
all
Scetis hanging from his little finger?'
Abba John the Dwarf said, 'There was a spiritual old man who lived a
secluded
life. He was held in high estimation in the city and enjoyed a
great
reputation. He was told that a certain old man, at the point of death,
was
calling for him, to embrace him before he fell asleep. He thought to
himself,
if I go by day, men will run after me, giving me great honour, and I shall
not
be at peace in all that. So I will go in the evening in the darkness and
I
shall escape everyone's notice. But lo, two angels were sent by God with
lamps
to give him light. Then the whole city came out to see his glory. The more
he
wished to Flee from glory, the more he was glorified. In this was
accomplished
that which is written: "He who humbles himself will be exalted."
' (Luke
14:11)
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Abba John the Dwarf said, 'a house is not built by geginning at the top
and
working down. You must begin with the fundations in order to reach the
top.
They siad to him, 'What does this saying mean?' He said, 'The foundation
is
our neighbour, whom we must win, and that is the place to begin. For all
the
commandments of Christ depend on this one.'
Abba Poemen said that Abba John said that the saints are like a group
of
trees, each bearing different fruit, but watered from the same source.
The
practices of one saint differ from those of another, but it is the same
Spirit
that works in all of them.
Abba John said to his brother, 'Even if we are entirely despised in the
eyes
of men, let us rejoice that we are honoured in the sight of God.'
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The old man (abba John the Dwarf) said, 'You know that the first blow
the
devil gave to Job was through his possessions; and he saw that he had
not
grieved him nor separated him from God. Whith the second blow, he touched
his
flesh, but the brave athlete did not sin by any word that came out of
his
mouth in that either. In fact, he had within his heart that which is of
God,
and he drew on that source unceasingly.'
An old man came to abba John's cell and found him asleep with an
angel
standing above him, fanning him. Seeing this, he withdre. When jAbba John
got
up, he siad to his disciple, 'Did anyone come in while I was asleep?'
he
said, 'Yes, an old man.' Then Abba John knew that this old man was his
equal,
and that he had seen the angel.
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(Abba Isidore) said, 'When I was younger and remained in my cell I set
no
limit to prayer; the night was for me as much the time of prayer as the
day.'
Abba Isidore went one day to see Abba Theophilus, archbishop of Alexandria
and
when he returned to Scetis the trethren asked him, 'What is going on in
the
city?' But he said to them, 'Truly, brothers, I did not see the face of
anyone
there, except that of the archbishop.' Hearing this they were very anxious
and
said to him, 'Has there been a disaster there, then, abba?' He said 'Not
at
all, but the thought of looking at anyone did not get the better of me'
At
these words they were filled with admiration, and strengthened in
their
intention of guarding kthe eyes from all distraction.
(Abba Isidore of Pelusia) said, 'Prize virtues and do not be the slave
of
glory; for the former are immortal, while the latter soon fades.'
He also said, 'The heights of humility are great and so are the depths
of
boasting; I advise you to attend to the first and not to fall into
the
second.'
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Abba Lot went to see Abba Joseph and said to him, 'Abba as far as I can I
say
my little office, I fast a little, I pray and meditate, I live in peace and
as
far as I can, I purify my thoughts. What else can I do?' then the old
man
stood up and stretched his hands towards heaven. His fingers became like
ten
lamps of fire and he said to him, 'If you will, you can become all
flame.'
(Abba James) said, 'Just as a lamp lights up a dark room, so the fear of
God
when it penetrates the heart of a man illuminates him, teaching him all
the
virtues and commandments of God.'
He also said, 'We do not need words only, for, at the present time, there
are
many words among men, but we need works, for this is what is required,
not
words which do not bear fruit.'
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Abba John of the Cells told us this story: 'There was in Egypt a very rich
and
beautiful courtesan, to whom noble and powerful people came. Now one day
she
happened to be near the church and she wanted to go in. The sub- deacon,
who
was standing at the doors, would not allow her to enter saying, "You are
not
worthy to enter the house of God,j jfor you are impure." The Bishop heard
the
noise of their argument and came out. Then the courtesan said to him, "He
will
not let me enter the church." So the Bishop said to her, "You are
not allowed
to enter it, for you are not pure." She was filled with compunction and
said
to him, "Henceforth I will not commit fornication any more." The
jbishop said
to her, "If you bring your wealth here, I shall know that you will not
commit
fornication any more." She brought her wealth and the bishop burnt it
all in
the fire. Then she went into the church, weeping and saying, "If this
has
happened to me below, what would I not have suffered above?" So she
was
converted and became a vessel of election.'
(Abba Isidore the priest) said, 'If you fast regularly, do not be
inflated
with pride, but if you think hightly of yourself because of it, then you
had
better eat meat. It is better for a man to eat meat than to be inflated
with
pride and to glorify himself.'
It was said of Abba John the Persian thast when some evildoers came to him,
he
took a basin and wanted to wash their feet. But they were filled
with
confusion, and began to do penance.
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From Palistine, Abba Hilarion went to the mountain to abba Anthony. Abba
Anthony said to him, 'You are welcome, torch which awakens the day.'
Abba
Hilarion said, 'Peace to you, pillar of light, giving light to the
world.'
The holy Fathers were making predictions about the last generation. They
said
'What have we ourselves done?' One of them, the great abba Ischyrion
replied,
'We ourselves have fulfilled the commandments of God.' The others
replied,
'And those who come after us, what will they do?' He said, 'They will
struggle
to achieve half our works.' They said, 'And to those who come after them,
what
will happen?' He said, 'THE MEN OF THAT GENERATION WILL NOT ACCOMPLISH
ANY
WORKS AT ALL AND TEMPTATION WILL COME UPON THEM; AND THOSE WHO WILL
BE
APPROVED IN THAT DAY WILL BE GREATER THAN EITHER US OR OUR FATHERS.'
Abba Copres said, 'blessed is he who bears affliction with thankfulness.'
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One day, the inhabitants of Scetis assembled together to discuss
Melchizedek
and they forgot to invite Abba Copres. Later on they called him and asked him
about this matter. Tapping his mouth three times, he said 'Alas for
you,
Copres! For that which God commanded you do, you have put aside, and you
are
wanting to learn something which you have not been required to know
about.'
When they heard these words, the brothers fled to their cells.
Abba Cyrus of Alexandria was asked about the temptation of fornication, and
he
replied, 'If you do not think about it, you have no hope, for if you are
not
thinking about it, you are doing it. I mean, he who does not fight against
the
sin and sresist it in his spirit will commit the sin physically. It is
very
true that he who is fornicating in fact is not worried about thinking
about
it.
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Some of the monks who are called Euchites went to Enaton to see Abba
Lucius.
the Old man asked them, 'What is your manual work?' They said , 'We do
not
touch manualj work but as the Apostle says, we pray without ceasing.' The
old
man asked them if they did not eat and they replied they did. So he said
to
them "'When you are eating, who prays for you then?' Again he asked
them if
theydid not sleep and they replied they did. and he said to them, 'When
you
are a asleep, who prays for you the?' They could not find any answer to
give
him. He said to them, 'Forgive me, but you do not act as you speak. I
will
show you how, while doing my manual work, I pray without interruption. I
sit
down with God, soaking my reeds and plaiting my ropes, and I say "God,
have
mercy on me, according to your great goodness and according to the
multitude
of your mercies, save me from my sins." ' So he asked them if this were
not
prayer and they replied it was. Then he said to them, 'So when I shave
spend
the whole day working and praying, making thirteen pieces of money more
or
less, I put two pieces of money outside the door and I pay for my food
with
the rest of the mony. He who takes the two pieces of maney prays for me when
I
am eating and when I am sleeping; so , by the grace of God, I fulfil
the
precept to pray without ceasing.'
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They said of Abba Macarius the Great that he became, as it is written, a
god
upon earth, because, just as God protects the world, so Abba Macarius
would
cover the faults which he saw, as though he did not see them; and those
which
he heard, as though he did not hear them.
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The angel when giving the rules of monasticism to St. Pachomius said to
him:
"... He laid down that in the course of the day they should make twelve
prayers, and at the lamp-lighting time twelve, and in the nightly
vigils
twelve, and at the ninth hour three. When the multitude goes to eat, he
laid
down that a psalm should be sung before each prayer. As Pachomius objected
to
the angel that the prayer were too few ..."
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The same Abba Macarius while he was in Egypt discovered a man who owned
a
beast of burden engaged in plundering Macarius' goods. So he came up to
the
thief as if he was a stranger and he helped him to load the animal. He saw
him
off in great peace of soul saying, 'We have brought nothing into this
world,
and we cannot take anything out of the world.' (1Tim.6.7) 'The Lord gave
and
the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.' (Job 1.21)
Abba Macarius was asked, 'How should one pray?' The old man said 'There is
no
need at all to make long discourses; it is enough to stretch out one's
hands
and say, "Lord, as you will, and as you know, have mercy." And if the
conflict
grows fiercer say, "Lord, help!" He knows very well what we need and
he shews
us his mercy.'
A brother went to Abba Matoes and said to him, 'How is it that the monks
of
Scetis did more thatn the Scriptures required in loving their enemies
more
than themselves?' Abba Matoes said to him, 'As for me I have not yet
managed
to love those who love me as I love myself.'
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It was said of Abba Silvanus that at Scetis he had a dijsciple called
Mark
whose obedience was great. He was a scribe. The old man loved him because
of
his obedience. He had eleven other disciples who were hurt because he
loved
him more than them. When they knew this, the elders were sorry about it
and
they came one day to him to reproach him about it. Taking them with him, he
went to knock at each cell, saying, 'Brother so and so, come here; I
need
you,' but none of them came immediately. Coming to Mark's cell, he knocked
and
said, 'Mark.' Hearing the old man's voice, he jumped up immediately and
the
old man sent him off to serve and said to the elders, 'Fathers, where are
the
other brothers?' Then he went into Mark's cell and picked up his book
and
noticed that he had begun to write the letter 'omega' ["w"] but
when he had
heard the old man, he had not finished writing it. Then the elders
said,
'Truly, abba, he whom you love, we love too and God loves him.'
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Abba Poemen said of Abba Nisterus that he was like the serpent of brass
which
Moses made for the healing of the people: he possessed all virtue and
without
speaking, he healed everyone.
Abba Xanthias said, 'The thief was on the cross and he was justified by
a
single word; and Judas who was counted in the number jof the apostles lost
all
his labour in one single night and descended from heaven to hell.
Therefore,
let no-one boast of his good works, for all those who trust in
themselves
fall.'
(Abba Poemen) said, 'The beginning of evil is heedlessness.'
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